☆♫♥︎ the sun shines without permission
i gotta see it through
in my head, it's long overdue
collecting dust in mental warfare, the silent blues
but when i sing, i got nothing to prove
so, now, i see me through, i've been
caught up in all your talk, projecting
so much shame, no one to blame
but that toxic green
could you keep it to yourself
and let me speak?
i don't care who you are
if you overstep or disrespect me,
catch me on guard, yeah,
i see what's in the room
upholding upbringings
but that don't mean i consume
what you been tryna feed me
no, i don't care who you are
cause in the end, we are one and the same, all once a babe
i love me, love me, in scary totality
so if you can't love you, i won't let you take it out on me
don't try me, don't you dare
i weaponize silence, i move in stealth
but i no longer want to,
i'm tryna vocalize it
so heed my words and keep em close
'cause you can't keep my personhood
we stay good
because i see me through
in my head, it's long overdue
collecting dust in mental warfare
the silent blues
but when i sing, baby, i got nothing to prove
so now i see me through, i've been
caught up in all your talk, projecting
so much shame, no one to blame
but that toxic green
could you keep it to yourself
and let me breathe?
where does my anger go?
when i don't wanna be forgiving
don't care for your perceiving
of what i shouldn't do
and of what i shouldn't say
who doesn't make mistakes?
lend me a little grace
where does my anger go?
no, we never hurt alone
so why'd you throw the first stone? isn't my,
isn't my voice my own?
could you watch your tone?
i'm telling you to hear what you say
when you spew your hate, you're revealing
what you see in the mirror
what you feel when you're sober
what you deal with in the darkness
what you think you know is righteous
why you dead set on being correct?
who you tryna prove wrong in your head?
you're not alone in this world
no matter what you did
no matter what happened
so no matter what
i'm gonna see me through
in my head, it's long overdue
collecting dust in mental warfare
the silent blues
but when i sing, i got nothing to prove
so now i see me through, i've been
caught up in all your talk, projecting
so much shame, no one to blame
but that toxic peace
could you keep it to yourself
and let me be?
the sun shines without permission
the sun shines without permission
the sun shines without permission
the sun shines
the sun shines
the sun shines
the sun shines without permission
the sun shines without permission
the sun shines without permission
the sun shines
the sun shines
the sun shines
♡
❀.ೃ࿔ written & composed by 2k1sofia
𐙚🎼 26/02/2025
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☆♫♥︎ take care of the minutes
i dream about a life i know i'll never have
i dream about a girl in her pigtails and her bangs
no, i can't change what happened
but i can live with it
it was never my fault
but my body thinks it is
so, i'll just take care of the minutes
let the hours just go ahead and take care of themselves
oh, i'll just take care of the minutes, every minute
hoping time tells all despite all the times it had to stand still
the weight on my shoulders like to tell me that i can't laugh
demands of your normal would like me to go and forego my past
no, i can't forget but i can forgive
and i can learn to love and i can see the gift
of every day
of every day
that doesn't mean
i don't miss the days of fluid bliss
the days of eskimo kisses
and tugging on earlobes
and falling in love with
all the things i now cope with
it is what it is
so, i'll just take care of the minutes
let the hours just go ahead and take care of themselves
i know i could've ended up so different
so, how'd you do it, love?
how'd you learn to love yourself?
when, in a matter of seconds, the sky fell, caved in on itself
i shoved out of my cloud and into a silent hell
i started setting my own fires and walking through my flames
who was i if i wasn't inflicting my own pain?
hm, at least this time, it's i who's in control
i thought
at least this time, it's i who's in
at least this time, it's i who's in
i thought
at least this time, it's i who's in control
but i swear i'm trying
to let that thought go
so i'll just take care of the minutes
let the present go by without the past toppling over the shelves
i know that i could've ended up so different
but i gotta do it, love
i had to learn to love myself
you gotta do it, love
there's no point in wanting to be anyone else
we gotta do it , love
again and again
and again and a-
again and again
and again and a-
again and again,
i'll fall in love with myself
how'd you do it, love?
♡
❀.ೃ࿔ written & composed by 2k1sofia
𐙚🎼 21/06/2025